Faith and love in a person can not be hidden. Others may not recognize what it is about you, but soon faith and love reveal itself for others to see. Faith sees Jesus in people; we see lost people as Jesus knocking on their heart. Love means that God puts me where He can love through me, not to pester, not to judge, not to drive people, but freely give myself. Loving others unconditionally means I am giving them the right to hurt me. “But Miss Tracey, I can’t do that,” one might say. My answer is, “that’s right you can’t, but Jesus in you can and will do that.” When Jesus was on the cross He said to the Father, “Forgive them, for they know not what they do.” He is still saying that inside the believer today. This is what I explained to 21 women in orange, who looked at me as if I was speaking another language. This is one of the root problems in our flesh that tempts us to lash out against others, to suppress angry and hurt feelings, and is the hardest part to face. We need to understand that by forgiving the ones who hurt or use us, doesn’t mean we are okay with what they did. We have been forgiven by The Lord and therefore, it is not ours to keep. Forgiveness is meant to be given away.
Trials are on the outside for others to see, but temptations are on the inside in order to press me into Jesus. When I am weak, then I am strong. Temptation establishes us in sanctification. If we were never tempted we wouldn’t know what was inside us to push us into Christ. You know Adam was tempted before he sinned and Hebrews 4:15&16 tells us Jesus was tempted and did not sin. Being tempted is not a sin and what a relief that is. It turns into sin when we act on the thought. The world can only push from the outside of us, but Jesus made a way for us to live from the inside, the spirit.
Through the fall of Adam, the spirit of error tempts us; he wants us to view ourselves as independent of God. Temptation isn’t only toward evil it can also be a temptation to do good as though an independent self even can. Nobody thinks being good is bad, do they? That’s where the enemy gets us, by making us think we can do whatever it is, by ourselves. He knows he can’t have the inner you, so he pulls on the outer. The way of escape is always Spirit. 1 John 4:1-6, the last verse says, “we are from God; he who knows God listens to us; he who is not from God does not listen to us. By this we know the spirit of truth and the spirit of error.” The question remains, what do I do when temptation pulls at me? The answer is a spontaneous response through faith.
For example, when you start a new job maybe as a cashier, a construction worker, a teacher, or whatever, you have to be trained to do the job because you’ve never done it before but after a while, you don’t think about the steps, or the tools it takes to complete the task, you just do it. Our spontaneous response will look like that, through faith as we rely on the Holy Spirit.
There is a young woman in jail who shaved the sides of her head to look like a boy and asked to talk, because she wanted to tell me she has been praying three times a day now. She has changed her mind about looking like a boy or trying to get with girls in there. Tears stream down my face to hear Jesus speaking to her and her response to Him. She would never have known the love of the Father if it wasn’t for the truth being spoken to her.
The other two ladies I had the privilege to hear from have been encouraging to me. I love to see them bringing their bibles into our talks so they can ask questions and seek the Lord. It’s by the trials and a temptation that we are able to know who God is and what He is doing in our life. Thank you, Lord for loving us so much to meet us where we are but not leaving us there.